- Special Note: I've been feeling very disconnected and a little lost since the recent passing of my mother, who was one of two of my unit of family, really felt a loss of love that I had my whole life.....especially when my birthday came last week....and I was awed, and taken aback by the hundreds of birthday wishes from you all. You helped fill a void that I thought was going to be bottomless. I felt your love when I probably needed it more than any other time in my life....and I thank all of you. I've taken the loss of my mother and put her persona within me....like my conscious thoughts of right and wrong have her voice. Again, thank all of you for your best wishes, I made sure that day to give a thank you back to everyone....and that kept me better busy the entire day, keeping me from sulking in the darkness.
Sigh, just lost a whole page. One more time: Yesterday was crazy...at the worse moment... standing in parkinglot by car answering phone...corner of door bangs against ankle. Just come from driving to several places looking for my wallet. Get a call from Drui that publsihers need me to reshoot about 25 paintings for the pictures in Grandfather's Dream. I don't have half of the paintings and the other half, some are at different locations...sigh....and yesterday, while finishing up a convention in Corncord, N.C., I get a message that Dee Aughtman, who I have relations, collapsed at work, unable to move or speak and is taken to ICU, thoughts are that she has had a massive stroke. Earlier, my agent in California, Danielle Arnaud, calls all excited that someone has paid 1.5k directly into her Paypal account for a painting posted on her website. I love listening to Danielle because she has a France accent. Everytime she calls, I have to put her on speakerphone for everyone around ...
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